Why can't i draw anime?

i just got the 31 days free trial of Print Tool SAI so i can draw anime. i'm not good with drawing on paper but i'm decent. so i watch all these tutorials and i cant even draw a freaking smiley face. the whole reason i got the trial was so i can draw anime and i can't even do that. so each time i do it i jst want to break down crying so at 4:30 in the morning i am having a mental breakdown. plz help me cuz i dont no wat to do. thanx
 
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