My friends and female family members like to talk about dating seemingly ALL the time.
Especially my friends, most of whom are attractive, smart girls. They all want relationships and to find the "right man" to give everything to.
I, on the other hand, am not attractive. Even though I seem pretty smart to others, I'm overwhelmingly average and most people think of me as a good girl. But the older I get, the more I realize I don't want to hold out for one guys attention. It sounds immature but I wish I could get all of the attention from guys that some of my girlfriends get and they don't even want it!!! I wish I could be the free spirit who goes out and has a good time. The "player" or I guess as some would say the "s lutt"
I guess it's because I've never felt attractive and I want attention from everyone. What do you do when you know that what you want is wrong?
Especially my friends, most of whom are attractive, smart girls. They all want relationships and to find the "right man" to give everything to.
I, on the other hand, am not attractive. Even though I seem pretty smart to others, I'm overwhelmingly average and most people think of me as a good girl. But the older I get, the more I realize I don't want to hold out for one guys attention. It sounds immature but I wish I could get all of the attention from guys that some of my girlfriends get and they don't even want it!!! I wish I could be the free spirit who goes out and has a good time. The "player" or I guess as some would say the "s lutt"
I guess it's because I've never felt attractive and I want attention from everyone. What do you do when you know that what you want is wrong?