my ex and myself brok up 2 years ago, though i just went to meet him during his travelling for a week. he brok up with me and i have always held a torch for him but when we were there he was quite boring and laid back (which has always been in his nature) though when we met a group of girls he came to life and the rest of the holiday was watching him spending his time talking to them instead of me. i found myself pouring my heart out to him and telling him how i felt. why wasnt he like that with me? why ask me to come out to see him if i was too boring for him. its not like he is a typical man that flirts with every girl, it just seemed to be for my benefit and not he talks to me like im a child, like im his sister and bickers with me everyopportunity he has. i am back in england now and i dont know wether i should just cut him out of my life or realise i am in the wrong and stay in touch?