Why am I so weird and sensitive to words?

[Pheneviox]

well there probablly things that trigger emotional states in you, maybe due to somthing you heard said to someone in the past that actually did bother you or make you feel some way, the more you obssess about certain things, the more they affect you though

 

[bluestorm]

I don't know how or why but Ive always had this weird thing about me. Its like when Im talking to someone I get secretly an embarrased uncomfortable feeling at certain things they say when referring to me. For example if someone said 'don't wory your only human' Id feel uncomfortable and like a victim in a way as though they are intruding or something. Same as when people say things like 'eating that will make you ill' or 'get some more sleep the human body can't cope on 2 hours' Even though its true it just makes me feel uncomfotable them recognising that im just like everyone else

Its even more of an uncomfortable feeling when parents or family say things like this in fact when I was a young kid everytime my parents asked if I was happy or sad Id get the uncomfortable feeling and yell at them lol, same if they mentioned a teachers name.. On the other hand say if I fancy a guy it would be a bit of a turn on if he said those things..I think as it would indicate that he knows Im vunerable which sort of turns me on I would also get turned on if they said words like 'punish' or 'torture' and when I have a crush on someone the fact that they know these words exist turns me on I don't know why im so sensitive to what people say I used to get secretly turned on by a teacher I fancied talking about the anatomy of the back in biology and saying 'keep your back straight' Ive no idea what it is about the back.

The feelings are not as intense as they were when I was a kid probably cause Im more rational now but yea does crazy stuff like this happen in other peoples minds or is it just me? Ive googled it and can't find anything like it.