I attempted to run away when I was 17(now 18). I had a prefect childhood, excelled in school,and social. but in my junior year at high school I had" hung out with the wrong people" I changed so quickly. I thought about suicide everyday. I attempted to many times, usually through starving myself and pills. The starving part led me to an eating disorder, puking and calorie restricting. I gave up on homework because I thought in my head tomorrow, i'd be dead so why bother?
Now I am 18 graduated, in college and am still in the same rut. I think about suicide daily, think about food constantly,puking 2 or 3 times a day, procrastonate or never at all do my work. never go to class because im outside walking off fat. I am anxious because my parents will find out and diown me. What have I become? I feel I will never stop the bs.
Now I am 18 graduated, in college and am still in the same rut. I think about suicide daily, think about food constantly,puking 2 or 3 times a day, procrastonate or never at all do my work. never go to class because im outside walking off fat. I am anxious because my parents will find out and diown me. What have I become? I feel I will never stop the bs.