I force my self to push further, only really starting this whole fitness thing off. But today at school, gym was first lesson. And screamed "You want to be a fcking failure mate? Then let the shit go! If not you keep going, get that spirit into you boy, FORCE IT!". To my gym partner, not sure if it makes sence, but it just shows I am crazy. Apparently I make some weird MAH! noise when I am aching and forcing to do more, I actually think I a nutts :L. Am I?