Why am i always sad when summer starts winding down?

[Madu.s.a.]

I've lived in almost every state and i know it's nothing to do with the thought of winter coming?It feels like the right time of year...[i don't know if this makes sense]...but it feels like the right time of year ...[[if i had a choice]]... [[and if i was like a hundred]]...to lie down and peacefully die? does that make sense?and what category do i put this in...hmmmmmm