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Sarah
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and just cannot get the words out? This is the hardest thing in my 38 years on this planet. Someone hurt my son and I cannot forgive them. The why's and wherefores matter not right now but this is eating me up inside and everytime I try to talk it through (and I want to...I NEED to) I end up sobbing hystercially and going into a panic attack...paper bags and inhlers, the lot...so, how do I get past that? Is it just ''give it time'' as this happened not long ago? If I am hurting inside I can deal with it but when it is my wee son and there is nothing I can do (he is five for the record)....I feel like I let him down...I feel like that but I know it is not true...the incident was beyond my control. Thanks for reading this far and keep smiling :0)
Talking to God is not a personal option for me..I respect those who do have relegious veiws so please don't holler at me for my choice but and added side affect is strss has always affected my diet and since this happened I have been living on sweet tea and complan when my health gets too poor as I do have certain health issues and a good diet really does matter, more than most but I try to eat and I am sick before it even gets to my mouth...doctors tomorrow and I do not want him wacking me on anti depressents!!!
I am a writer by trade and I find I cannot even write it down...writing the 'diary' the police requested was bad enough
Thank You All...what amazing answers...positive and supportive...thank you to every last one of you..{{{HUGS}}}
I am not a user of forums and message boards but am willing to give it a go...does anyone have a link to an apropriate link?...I will post a link to the question I posted that gives you an idea of what happened, but things have got far more complicated since then..I CANNOT forgive the wee girls mother..I know the child is a victim, just as my child is...but the mother is a shame on parents...I am not judging, just stating what I have seen :0(
http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Aua18gUyt8ly3TbzEidQxoQhBgx.;_ylv=3?qid=20080519120131AAE8ZPm
Talking to God is not a personal option for me..I respect those who do have relegious veiws so please don't holler at me for my choice but and added side affect is strss has always affected my diet and since this happened I have been living on sweet tea and complan when my health gets too poor as I do have certain health issues and a good diet really does matter, more than most but I try to eat and I am sick before it even gets to my mouth...doctors tomorrow and I do not want him wacking me on anti depressents!!!
I am a writer by trade and I find I cannot even write it down...writing the 'diary' the police requested was bad enough
Thank You All...what amazing answers...positive and supportive...thank you to every last one of you..{{{HUGS}}}
I am not a user of forums and message boards but am willing to give it a go...does anyone have a link to an apropriate link?...I will post a link to the question I posted that gives you an idea of what happened, but things have got far more complicated since then..I CANNOT forgive the wee girls mother..I know the child is a victim, just as my child is...but the mother is a shame on parents...I am not judging, just stating what I have seen :0(
http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Aua18gUyt8ly3TbzEidQxoQhBgx.;_ylv=3?qid=20080519120131AAE8ZPm