Who do I have?

[B1U3 BOY]

My friends are wonderfully set for their life. They have everybody they need. And they are not the least bit concerned for their future because they always have friends no matter what they go through. Everyday they can come to school and remember that the day before was nothing and that tommorow is only a day away.

I am different. I have no one. I have many friends. I have a lot of friends. I still have no one. I can't touch anyone and vent my thoughts to. I must be different, no one else needs what I feel like I am missing out on. No one cares about feelings. I feel so alone. I feel so used. I have no one who is going through the same thing as me; or atleast no one I know. I can't look beyond my friends, there is no chance for new ones. Its either the popular kids, or no friends. The people I know are so stupid, they are literally stupid. I go through so much for my friends.. they have no idea how much I go through for them.


I miss my old friend a lot.. He was cool, and I could trust him a lot. You guys know Bamwam is my friend, but we don't hang out anymore; Bamwam is a good friend, and he listens to me when I need to bitch and vent my shitty life, when in reality I have everything he wants. I have everything I don't need, and I want to go back to when I had only 3 friends and pretending I was popular. I thought being popular was gonna be sweet. Its nothing. You get no where with popularity. You have no real friends. I need someone to rely on and I don't know where to go.

I could go on for so much longer. So much more longer.

 

[Kara L]

I just want to bring this thread up because I think that The Chad has a good point. A year ago, Chad was trying as hard as he could to become popular, and now that he is, he misses the old ways. This cliche is so true in this case: The grass is greener on the other side.

Chad, bear this thing out for 3 more years, then by the time you will be in college/military, none of your friends will be the same, and you will have a clean slate to do whatever you want to socially. You want a few loyal friends to hang with, you got it. All the older people can agree with me that in 10 years, you won't even remember half the people you hang with now, let alone still be friends with them. That is an optimistic outlook.

 

[Operation Mindcrime]

:cookie: :hug2:

 

[roxbubbagum]

Three years of being popular to be around people who have no bearing on my life. I am going to have so much fun..

 

[seasider]

Tough, thats life. :cookie: :happysad:

 

[future futbol player]

Wait. I saw this somewhere....?

 

[sharkbait_hoo_haa_haa291]

Ok explain this to me