First let me add yes it is legal to own such an animal here in B.C, and yes I know exactly what I am getting into; money is not a problem for me and I have all the time in the world to care for this companion, and finally no I will not abandon it or kill it no matter what the outcome is I fully understand a cougar is a dangerous wild animal and that is exactly why I want it... In the past I've also had animals that I was not able to pet or hold but still I was happy, yes people will say settle for something else like a larger breed or cat or a dog... To tell the truth I've already had all of those and feel that this is what I truly want now. Only problem is it isn't exactly easy to find places to obtain such an Animal but I know there's many people out there who do own cats like these and yes not just the Zoo's; Again I live in British Columbia if anyone can point me in a more specific direction of where to search I would appreciate it so much! Thanks for helping me out. By the way space and property also is not a problem at all I have more than enough.