OK...so it was my first time. It too was my partner's first time. He's been wanting to have sex with me for a long time. Me, I don't really have anything to feel for him except being friends. Anyways, we tried to do it. It was our first gay sex...actually first sex.
Before we got to his house, his cock was already hard. I didn't touch it; he just told me. So when we got there, he took his pants off...and I took mine off, I didn't have a hard on. In fact, I didn't have a hard on the whole time.
Now, is it because of no attraction to him, or the nerves got me. It was out first time. He was surely hard; but I wasn't.
I don't know what to feel. I feel like I let him down.
Before we got to his house, his cock was already hard. I didn't touch it; he just told me. So when we got there, he took his pants off...and I took mine off, I didn't have a hard on. In fact, I didn't have a hard on the whole time.
Now, is it because of no attraction to him, or the nerves got me. It was out first time. He was surely hard; but I wasn't.
I don't know what to feel. I feel like I let him down.