My boyfriend and I broke up after a ten month relationship. He doesn't live in my hometown anymore, so that makes it a little easier.
I am trying hard to concentrate on my school work this year, but in class I take a walk down memory lane.. all the times we said I love you, and all the special little moments we had and all of a sudden the class is over and my page is blank.
I feel this aching feeling all the time, and how I just miss him so much and even if I could see him for a moment, or even if I could go back and relive one kiss.. then I'd be okay, but until then.. I don't feel like I'm ever going to be okay and I don't know how to put myself first, cause I haven't been for a long time.
I am trying hard to concentrate on my school work this year, but in class I take a walk down memory lane.. all the times we said I love you, and all the special little moments we had and all of a sudden the class is over and my page is blank.
I feel this aching feeling all the time, and how I just miss him so much and even if I could see him for a moment, or even if I could go back and relive one kiss.. then I'd be okay, but until then.. I don't feel like I'm ever going to be okay and I don't know how to put myself first, cause I haven't been for a long time.