Indestruckable.
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I know I said I'll leave the blade
and learn to deal a different way.
But I still can’t calm my sorrow
unless I bleed it all away.
I had to put away my knife
and let my wounds turn into scars
I tried to find my own way out
on a night that had no stars.
I tried to fight this all alone
to let all my old scars fade.
But I find myself once more
picking up this rusted blade.
I'm sorry that I let you down
that to your face I lied.
But I just can’t bear the pain
it’s tearing me apart inside.
Here I sit, blood dripping down,
my weakened hands still write.
Tears wash away the crimson ink
as the pain I try to fight.
I cant stop saying that I'm sorry,
sorry if you're hurting too.
I just don't want to deal with things,
every thing I'm going through.
Tired of hearing all these lies,
that keep shredding up my heart.
I can’t choose between the things
that have torn my soul apart.
I can’t keep hiding from the truth
cant keep hiding behind these eyes
these eyes that mimic happiness
....
I know I said I'll leave the blade
and learn to deal a different way.
But I still can’t calm my sorrow
unless I bleed it all away.
I had to put away my knife
and let my wounds turn into scars
I tried to find my own way out
on a night that had no stars.
I tried to fight this all alone
to let all my old scars fade.
But I find myself once more
picking up this rusted blade.
I'm sorry that I let you down
that to your face I lied.
But I just can’t bear the pain
it’s tearing me apart inside.
Here I sit, blood dripping down,
my weakened hands still write.
Tears wash away the crimson ink
as the pain I try to fight.
I cant stop saying that I'm sorry,
sorry if you're hurting too.
I just don't want to deal with things,
every thing I'm going through.
Tired of hearing all these lies,
that keep shredding up my heart.
I can’t choose between the things
that have torn my soul apart.
I can’t keep hiding from the truth
cant keep hiding behind these eyes
these eyes that mimic happiness
....