Crimson Ghost
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is really unfair...? I guess I'm a little clingy and I know I have to change that, and I will work on it, for the record. I'm capable.
But tonight when the plan was for him to come see me after work, and he didnt, I did get a bit upset and told him I get lonely fast and I miss him when hes not here,
and he goes and says "Why don't you go to (that guy)'s house and f**k him, then you won't be lonely, he's a drop out just like you, you both want to quit smoking, and you're both attracted to eachother, you're perfect together."
....I was shocked that he'd say that to me, "that guy" is just one of my guy friends that my bf SEEMS TO THINK I like, even tho I do not, and my bf is just obsessed with the idea of me and that guy being together, always accusing me of "deep down wanting to be with him" and always insinuating that I'm a whore for him, but I'm not and it hurts my feelings.
When me and my boyfriend are together we're loving and he really does seem to love me, but when we're apart we get into fights and it really sucks...
My boyfriend went off line after saying that and I told him "Your welcome for letting you shower at my house this past week, and for always having breakfast made for you before you went to school. I just wanted to see you happy, and I'm sorry I actually like hanging out with you. But I still don't think I deserved that. Btw, your laundry is done, your welcome for that too."
Hes playing the whole "i dont care" game with me, I love him and I don't want to lose him, but if he thinks I'm a no-good wh*re, then why do I bother?
But tonight when the plan was for him to come see me after work, and he didnt, I did get a bit upset and told him I get lonely fast and I miss him when hes not here,
and he goes and says "Why don't you go to (that guy)'s house and f**k him, then you won't be lonely, he's a drop out just like you, you both want to quit smoking, and you're both attracted to eachother, you're perfect together."
....I was shocked that he'd say that to me, "that guy" is just one of my guy friends that my bf SEEMS TO THINK I like, even tho I do not, and my bf is just obsessed with the idea of me and that guy being together, always accusing me of "deep down wanting to be with him" and always insinuating that I'm a whore for him, but I'm not and it hurts my feelings.
When me and my boyfriend are together we're loving and he really does seem to love me, but when we're apart we get into fights and it really sucks...
My boyfriend went off line after saying that and I told him "Your welcome for letting you shower at my house this past week, and for always having breakfast made for you before you went to school. I just wanted to see you happy, and I'm sorry I actually like hanging out with you. But I still don't think I deserved that. Btw, your laundry is done, your welcome for that too."
Hes playing the whole "i dont care" game with me, I love him and I don't want to lose him, but if he thinks I'm a no-good wh*re, then why do I bother?