What should I do? I'm confused about my sexuality...?

Alli Mkay

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I'm physically a girl... I'm pretty. popular. with long, dark brown hair and bright hazel eyes. I have a wonderful boyfriend that is the envy of many others at school. But I just don't feel right. My "boyfriend" is really just my best friend... who's supporting me. But I still don't know what to do, and neither does he.

I am a boy stuck in a female body. It's embarrassing to dress like a girl, but I could never pass for a boy.

I'm also gay, and my friend knows this. I hate how much strain it puts on both of us... So everyone thinks I'm a straight girl... but I'm really a gay boy even though I don't look like a guy at all.... It's so hard every day pretending to be something I'm not...

But I guess what I'm asking is, what's wrong with me? Should I come out or would I be a laughingstock? Am I just being silly and should just give up...?
Thank you- both of you, so much. Really. ?
 
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