I think I'm bi (well I feel it) becuase 2 days ago I had a sexual experience with one of my best friends who I allready liked in a gay way. I didn't know why but I just liked
him and he was the only boy I've ever liked. Also he's the
only boy I could imagine doing things with. Anyway when it
happened I thought it was a dream, the only boy I liked
when I slepped over with him, I don't need to go into details. Anyway I sort of didn't know what was happening but then the next
day he totaly blanked me. Then at school he acted as if nothing happened. And when I asked him
what happened he said oh, nothing, it won't happen again even though he was the one who started it all off. Now I really don't know what to do because before this I thought I was
straight and I didn't know whether he was gay or not because he always acted gay. I really want to be with him but don't know what to say too him. Maybe he thinks I'm straight and is embarresed or maybe he's straight and Im a fool. But if he had no feeling for me at all, why would he come on to me, not the other
way round? Help please?
Oh god, I guess I just gotta ask him then. Just a lot scarier actually doing it. Do you think he feels as confused as me?
him and he was the only boy I've ever liked. Also he's the
only boy I could imagine doing things with. Anyway when it
happened I thought it was a dream, the only boy I liked
when I slepped over with him, I don't need to go into details. Anyway I sort of didn't know what was happening but then the next
day he totaly blanked me. Then at school he acted as if nothing happened. And when I asked him
what happened he said oh, nothing, it won't happen again even though he was the one who started it all off. Now I really don't know what to do because before this I thought I was
straight and I didn't know whether he was gay or not because he always acted gay. I really want to be with him but don't know what to say too him. Maybe he thinks I'm straight and is embarresed or maybe he's straight and Im a fool. But if he had no feeling for me at all, why would he come on to me, not the other
way round? Help please?
Oh god, I guess I just gotta ask him then. Just a lot scarier actually doing it. Do you think he feels as confused as me?