What should I do...? [Bit of a rant/vent]?

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...To get my life back on track? I have SEVERE anxiety & agoraphobia, and also bipolar disorder. Feel very depressed & lonely. Have lost a lot of weight through stress (BMI is 16.5), have only been recently diagnosed with bipolar (this month), I also believe I have OCD. It was all brought on by being assaulted by my father... he broke my arm & bruised me badly in january this year, but it hurt more emotionally... Have finished school for the summer, have been sitting at home for weeks on the internet and sleeping, barely moving or eating anything.Mother has had enough of me and is chucking me out, have had to apply to a hostel which is mainly for drug-addicted teens (I don't do drugs). Psychologist put me on Zyprexa, which makes me sleepy, sedated and muscles ache. Can't leave the house, don't know how I will cope in a hostel with shared kitchen as I have issues with food. Really wish I could give up and die. I have taken to risks like walking out in front of cars...Thanks for reading!
@ RockZ:

I don't think the hostel would be too happy with me getting a pet.

I might take you up on the shared flat offer though, as long as it's not in Wales! ;)
Basingstoke sounds good, I've been wanting to move south...
I think the government has a ''one room per person policy''. And that means one room. Not one room plus kitchen and lounge. I don't think there's any rules about where though, and the sea view sounds good.

We could always live on a boat...
Lol, I'm way ahead of you. I have an inflatable dingy too, and mine actually came with oars. Now that's quality.

Do you reckon I could row it to Basingstoke down the river Avon?
River sheppey does look like more fun. I tell you what... You go down the river sheppey, I'll go down the river Avon and we'll meet at the ocean.

How's that sound?
...Can you claim benefits when you're in a boat?
Good plan, we'll be rich!

We can sit outside cafes in Paris drinking little cups of coffee and talking about art.

Of course, the downside is that we'll have to somehow hack off half of your leg...
 
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