Anony Mous
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I'm 13, i suffer from trichotillomania (impulse to pull my hair out), and insomnia.
I always feel really uncared for. my mum has schizophrenia, and my brother has depression, my other has anger issues and my dad's run off with some other woman without divorcing my mum...and he lives down the road and disturbs our life, when he's not on holiday for 20 weeks of the year
people can say a single thing i dont like and i'll start getting so angry, hitting things, it makes my trichotillomania worse etc
i don't really care about human life too much, only about dogs or animal welfare, but i also care about equal rights (no racism, or sexism or primarily no homophobia)
i feel like i have no real friends, the people im suppost to be friends with basically call me a freak whenever i get angry, or call me a liar if i try to open up about my life and it makes me so angry
plus, i tried to open up to my school nurse but she just called my parents, told them everything and made it worse so now i can't trust teachers, or my friends
I've been suicidal for years, and i have attempted suicide twice from taking pills, i told one friend and they didnt care
i've done pretty selfish wreckless things like i've threatened my mum with a knife a few times, but it wasn't my fault, okay it was but yeah, i didn't want to something just came over me
sorry for rambling on, but i have loads of the symptoms of depression and bi polar disorder, so is this typical or what? thanks, sorry for making it so long
I always feel really uncared for. my mum has schizophrenia, and my brother has depression, my other has anger issues and my dad's run off with some other woman without divorcing my mum...and he lives down the road and disturbs our life, when he's not on holiday for 20 weeks of the year
people can say a single thing i dont like and i'll start getting so angry, hitting things, it makes my trichotillomania worse etc
i don't really care about human life too much, only about dogs or animal welfare, but i also care about equal rights (no racism, or sexism or primarily no homophobia)
i feel like i have no real friends, the people im suppost to be friends with basically call me a freak whenever i get angry, or call me a liar if i try to open up about my life and it makes me so angry
plus, i tried to open up to my school nurse but she just called my parents, told them everything and made it worse so now i can't trust teachers, or my friends
I've been suicidal for years, and i have attempted suicide twice from taking pills, i told one friend and they didnt care
i've done pretty selfish wreckless things like i've threatened my mum with a knife a few times, but it wasn't my fault, okay it was but yeah, i didn't want to something just came over me
sorry for rambling on, but i have loads of the symptoms of depression and bi polar disorder, so is this typical or what? thanks, sorry for making it so long