Im 17 yrs old and i dont like being around people so i usually dont leave my room unless im hungry or need to use the restroom i dont have any friends cuz i dont go places much i have very low self esteem and im always negative so i consider myself a pessimist when im at home im always laying in bed watching tv or maybe i sleep im very shy and quiet so i always keep to myself i go to bed at 9 and i usually lay awake until about 12 every night:/ ive literally always had a lonely and empty feeling and i always have low mood and energy and sometimes my eyes tear up real bad i always wake up every morning and not look forward to the day can you help decide what illness i might have? 10 points!