SweetPeach
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post, it is not boring)? What is this WOMAN'S MENTAL MALFUNCTION?
i think my mom suffers from a mental illnmess or two but she enver tells me exactly what it is. I know ehn my siblings and I were younger she had a terrible case of post pardum depression (I think it never went away). Uhm so here is a brief description of how my mom behaves...what do think??
1.She can be very sweet and loving and pretend to be your best friend, until you spill your weaknesses and tell her personal things about you, then when she's angry about something, she hurts you with it and uses it against you
2. She compliments you and tells you that you are a wonderful person and your actions are inspiring to her, then something would tick her off or she would have like an episode and start heavily insulting and criticizing you (to the point where you feel like you wanna kill your self) and she says things like "You think you're something special? You're never going to be what you wanna be in life and your just going to be a prostitute... (etc) or you're not the only pretty girl in the world there are so many others that are way prettier than you and your sister.
3.When she is angry (and do not do anything to anger her) she just blows things way out fo proportion and has episodes of anger and psychoticness.............
SHE STARTS THROWING OBJECT (BOTTLES OF SHAMPOO AND BODY WASH on my bedroom floor)...while cursing and threatening and using God' name to wish bad on me...and thenshe'll go this far as to taking the BODY WASH and squeezing the liquids all onto the floor with a psycho look on her face
4. After all her psychotic rage and fake "niceness"...she goes form one EXTREME to another...angry to polite...and if im getting juice or water form the kitchen she will politely ask " may i get some water, when you're done..? Then again goes back to crazniess...*sigh
then that leave me MAD, SAD AND ANGRY..thinking WTF was that all about?!?!? its been like this for years. And she is not on ANY MEDS!
She criticizes me because I am borderline bi-polar but never judges herself. I am starting to resent her and not trust her anymore. I even told her this. She takes your weaknesses and perosnal feelings and hurts with it.
The other when she was behaving pschotic and breaking things...she picked up a small little plastic wrapper from the floor (which I never even noticed) and started crinkling it and sprinkling it over the food on my plate!!!! That hurt me so much! I went to bed hungry and pissed and I really hate her. I have to beg and pelad saying mom stop this crazy behaviour, you're hurting me and your starting to make me go crazy. I think she is jealous of me in some ways because she tells me i am beautiful and brilliant and she is a woman that suffers a lot from the mistakes she made in the past. Not marrying the right man, letting her body go (she's very overweight) AND I am the youngest and only remaining child OF THE THREE, that still forgives her and has contact with her. And she can't stop talking about the past. She lives in the past and can't move on, and I hvae tried being so compassionate and sweet towards her trying to help her and motivate her to let go and move on and live for the present moment and for tomorrow. It never gets through her head. Maybe it angers her that I am strong and able to be like that and she doesn't have that mind frame. *she is very mentally and emotionally abusive towards me to* and sometimes comes after me as if she is going to hit me with her cane. One day she said that when she is HURT (like feelings hurt by something) her way of expressiong her hurt is by getting extremely angry and lashing out
THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING....I looking forward to hearing some comforting responses...I just want to understand her better *sigh*
i think my mom suffers from a mental illnmess or two but she enver tells me exactly what it is. I know ehn my siblings and I were younger she had a terrible case of post pardum depression (I think it never went away). Uhm so here is a brief description of how my mom behaves...what do think??
1.She can be very sweet and loving and pretend to be your best friend, until you spill your weaknesses and tell her personal things about you, then when she's angry about something, she hurts you with it and uses it against you
2. She compliments you and tells you that you are a wonderful person and your actions are inspiring to her, then something would tick her off or she would have like an episode and start heavily insulting and criticizing you (to the point where you feel like you wanna kill your self) and she says things like "You think you're something special? You're never going to be what you wanna be in life and your just going to be a prostitute... (etc) or you're not the only pretty girl in the world there are so many others that are way prettier than you and your sister.
3.When she is angry (and do not do anything to anger her) she just blows things way out fo proportion and has episodes of anger and psychoticness.............
SHE STARTS THROWING OBJECT (BOTTLES OF SHAMPOO AND BODY WASH on my bedroom floor)...while cursing and threatening and using God' name to wish bad on me...and thenshe'll go this far as to taking the BODY WASH and squeezing the liquids all onto the floor with a psycho look on her face
4. After all her psychotic rage and fake "niceness"...she goes form one EXTREME to another...angry to polite...and if im getting juice or water form the kitchen she will politely ask " may i get some water, when you're done..? Then again goes back to crazniess...*sigh
then that leave me MAD, SAD AND ANGRY..thinking WTF was that all about?!?!? its been like this for years. And she is not on ANY MEDS!
She criticizes me because I am borderline bi-polar but never judges herself. I am starting to resent her and not trust her anymore. I even told her this. She takes your weaknesses and perosnal feelings and hurts with it.
The other when she was behaving pschotic and breaking things...she picked up a small little plastic wrapper from the floor (which I never even noticed) and started crinkling it and sprinkling it over the food on my plate!!!! That hurt me so much! I went to bed hungry and pissed and I really hate her. I have to beg and pelad saying mom stop this crazy behaviour, you're hurting me and your starting to make me go crazy. I think she is jealous of me in some ways because she tells me i am beautiful and brilliant and she is a woman that suffers a lot from the mistakes she made in the past. Not marrying the right man, letting her body go (she's very overweight) AND I am the youngest and only remaining child OF THE THREE, that still forgives her and has contact with her. And she can't stop talking about the past. She lives in the past and can't move on, and I hvae tried being so compassionate and sweet towards her trying to help her and motivate her to let go and move on and live for the present moment and for tomorrow. It never gets through her head. Maybe it angers her that I am strong and able to be like that and she doesn't have that mind frame. *she is very mentally and emotionally abusive towards me to* and sometimes comes after me as if she is going to hit me with her cane. One day she said that when she is HURT (like feelings hurt by something) her way of expressiong her hurt is by getting extremely angry and lashing out
THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING....I looking forward to hearing some comforting responses...I just want to understand her better *sigh*