I am basically home schooled, but sometimes I do have to go to school. When I have to go to school, I get terrified. I start to shake, stutter, my stomach gets upset, sometimes I even get so upset that I throw up. It gets worse if I eat anything big right before hand. It sometimes goes away after about 10-25 minutes after I am in class but sometimes it doesn't. But its the before part that is really scaring me. Sometimes it is so bad, that the only way to make it better, is to throw up, and even then I am shaking and stuttering so bad that no one can understand me and I can't even hold a pen or pencil. I am just looking for some insight. I tell my mom I feel sick before I go, but she doesn't do anything about it. I am starting to think there is nothing to do. Its getting to the point where I would rather drop out then have to go to school. It's not like anyone picks on me or anything, I am basically invisible on campus. And no I do not have any friends at this school or anything. I know no one there. I am just afraid that I might freak out at school or get sick in front of a lot of people and something bad will happen.
I am fine around a lot of people when I am not alone. And I wouldn't know how to ask her to go see a doctor. I also forgot to mention, racing heart rate, cold sweats. Also I am usually sad or depressed before I go. I don't fit in at my school. It getting to the point where its happening when I am going out to dinner with my family, or going shopping etc.
I am fine around a lot of people when I am not alone. And I wouldn't know how to ask her to go see a doctor. I also forgot to mention, racing heart rate, cold sweats. Also I am usually sad or depressed before I go. I don't fit in at my school. It getting to the point where its happening when I am going out to dinner with my family, or going shopping etc.