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I have been very depressed for the last 4 years from a very young age, i am now 16 and two years ago i tried meditating for the 1st time. The very first time i meditated, i felt amazing for the first time in years, not just happy but blissful. I am not a spiritual person and i was not performing any specific form of meditation, i just plunged deep into my mind, as if i could see images that represented parts of my consciousness and a sesnational floating feeling whilst watching my breathing. I managed to let go of alot of anger and anxiety towards the person responsible for my depression. Honestly, the feeling was surreal, a natural high. What were these sensations that i experianced, i have not been able to experiance them since. I was 14 when i did this and at the time i was in a mentally dark place even though the problems around me had stopped. Also, how can i reach this state again like i did the very first time mediatating and what is it? Thank you 