This is hard to explain so ill just let loose.
I live in Aspen Colorado and when i go out to clubs or i go to house parties it seems like everywhere you look people are just wanting to have some sex. And it's everywhere! I mean i only went to one year of college and everyone was just sexin it up.
I like to party and have a good time don't get me wrong. It's just i have no sex drive. I just don't understand what makes everyone so crazy about hookin up and sleeping with random strangers.
Im 20 years old and ive only had sex once in my life. The thing is, I did it because i was ashamed of still being a virgin and now i regret it because i didn't feel any emotion for her.
Im a the kinda person who wants to feel passion for someone, love if i may. But when i try to tell that to someone they just say "Its just Sex Noah"
Am I the only guy who wants more than just a one night stand. It feels like all the people i see my life don't have second thoughts when they do this.
I still wish i could have been in love with my first time.
I cant seem if sex is just interaction between two people or if it's more than that.
It's not that i don't want it. I think my conscious is just killing me.
What do you think?
I live in Aspen Colorado and when i go out to clubs or i go to house parties it seems like everywhere you look people are just wanting to have some sex. And it's everywhere! I mean i only went to one year of college and everyone was just sexin it up.
I like to party and have a good time don't get me wrong. It's just i have no sex drive. I just don't understand what makes everyone so crazy about hookin up and sleeping with random strangers.
Im 20 years old and ive only had sex once in my life. The thing is, I did it because i was ashamed of still being a virgin and now i regret it because i didn't feel any emotion for her.
Im a the kinda person who wants to feel passion for someone, love if i may. But when i try to tell that to someone they just say "Its just Sex Noah"
Am I the only guy who wants more than just a one night stand. It feels like all the people i see my life don't have second thoughts when they do this.
I still wish i could have been in love with my first time.
I cant seem if sex is just interaction between two people or if it's more than that.
It's not that i don't want it. I think my conscious is just killing me.
What do you think?