2 years ago I was with my ex boyfriend, I actually cheated on him with someone who I'd liked for a very long time, I felt this was the only opportunity we would get, please don't judge. I came clean to him after I could no longer handle the guilt. He lied and said he'd cheated on me, which he soon confessed was a lie. He said he was trying to make me feel bad, we broke up soon after this.
Months after we had not one word to say to each other, and we avoided contact. Then gradually we started talking occasionally. This become more and more often over time. We had a friendly relationship, he was very comfortable with me, sometimes a little to comfortable. One day we met up, and it became romantic, we ended up becoming very close. It started with a kiss, I ended up giving him oral sex, needless to say it was a mistake.
Months on from that we didn't speak. Recently we began to talk again, and I've noticed he's actually a very strange character. He would ring me up to tell me that I was a sl*g, that I was fat unattractive etc. Which I believe is lies, as I know perfectly well I am not any of these things, without sounding conceited. I disagree. I ignored him, but he kept calling, just to insult me. When we were together I told him I had been raped in the past, and he actually used that against me. What's he trying to do to me? Why wont he leave me alone if I'm so ugly etc?
Months after we had not one word to say to each other, and we avoided contact. Then gradually we started talking occasionally. This become more and more often over time. We had a friendly relationship, he was very comfortable with me, sometimes a little to comfortable. One day we met up, and it became romantic, we ended up becoming very close. It started with a kiss, I ended up giving him oral sex, needless to say it was a mistake.
Months on from that we didn't speak. Recently we began to talk again, and I've noticed he's actually a very strange character. He would ring me up to tell me that I was a sl*g, that I was fat unattractive etc. Which I believe is lies, as I know perfectly well I am not any of these things, without sounding conceited. I disagree. I ignored him, but he kept calling, just to insult me. When we were together I told him I had been raped in the past, and he actually used that against me. What's he trying to do to me? Why wont he leave me alone if I'm so ugly etc?