Sean Molan
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its my life is numb and planned out.and cheesy. and i just cant wake up.evrything feels fake.lets say i live in a city (um new york city for exsample) it feels like its a town in its own world just like any other city where people know nothing about others in other citys. ( kind of like how small town southern people dont know what emo is and are stuck i their own town/fariy tale away from real life) but this is like a story. its like evrywhere i feel trapped. even though its places evrybody lives. i cant feel real life anymore and it feels evrybody i have talked to before are not here anymore. why is my life like a story? a cheesy story? for ex: HE GOES TO A NEW SCHOOL BUT THEIR ARE DIFFRENT PEOPLE AND LIFE IS ABOUT TO CHANGE. instead of just being at a new place it should be the same.if you dont get it then i cant explain its hard as hell to explain its to deep. are we all just puppets being controlled? please help this is depressing stuff! its not just depresshion either as it wont go away! im a 16 year old male =( =(
oh and it also feels like imliving in the past again ( depressing times) like im forced to live trough it again ot else evrything feels fake.am i leaving something in the passed i need to solve before i can go no and feel the real world or what?
oh and its like school just goes deeper into it.like its own fantasy.insdie a already fake/dream world town......... what the crud is this weird stuff? its horrible am i going crazy? it should just feel like school. something to get passed in life.not like a story.....
oh and it also feels like imliving in the past again ( depressing times) like im forced to live trough it again ot else evrything feels fake.am i leaving something in the passed i need to solve before i can go no and feel the real world or what?
oh and its like school just goes deeper into it.like its own fantasy.insdie a already fake/dream world town......... what the crud is this weird stuff? its horrible am i going crazy? it should just feel like school. something to get passed in life.not like a story.....