Monica Jensen
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The important thing before I had this dream was that I was questioning god, whether there was a god and if he cared.
In my dream I was on an airplane and the airplane would not stay in the air and it lost control I knew I was going to die because it was it was crashing into a building. As it crashed everything went slow motion and I saw the fire starting to billow, other people in front of me who were being killed by the blast before me were blowing up and their body parts were flying through the air. Knowing that I was going to die I felt a fear that was so sickeningly vivid. I begged God to forgive me and to let me go to the afterlife and not to hell. Right before I died I then just accepted that I was going to die and that life was over. I was either going to experience an after life or not. The blast then hit me and everything turned white.
This dream has been haunting me, I feel as if there is a heavy weight on my chest. What the heck does this mean? I fear going to sleep tonight because I don't want to die again it was horrifying that I was able to just accept death.
Btw, if it helps, I am a 20 year women who is extremely healthy, so it's not like I am going to die very soon.
In my dream I was on an airplane and the airplane would not stay in the air and it lost control I knew I was going to die because it was it was crashing into a building. As it crashed everything went slow motion and I saw the fire starting to billow, other people in front of me who were being killed by the blast before me were blowing up and their body parts were flying through the air. Knowing that I was going to die I felt a fear that was so sickeningly vivid. I begged God to forgive me and to let me go to the afterlife and not to hell. Right before I died I then just accepted that I was going to die and that life was over. I was either going to experience an after life or not. The blast then hit me and everything turned white.
This dream has been haunting me, I feel as if there is a heavy weight on my chest. What the heck does this mean? I fear going to sleep tonight because I don't want to die again it was horrifying that I was able to just accept death.
Btw, if it helps, I am a 20 year women who is extremely healthy, so it's not like I am going to die very soon.