I really don't know, I have no idea, Why am I here?Why do I exist? I'd Rather just die than live by and by.
But no that is a sin.
But I wonder what could have been.
If I actually pulled the knife closer to my skin
Swallowed all those pills in just one gulp.
But no I know if i killed myself i will be hurting another.
Yeah this sounds weird (no one cares for me) but i do have a mother.
She loves me and apparently if i die it'll hurt her too much. Day-after-day. Month-after-month. Year-after-year.
That's one reason... I have fear.
I am afraid I will be a murderer, not for me but for someone I love.
And also If I commit suicide, Will I go up above?
That is one question. If I commit suicide will i ever see heaven?
Or will i go to hell like the taste of those hot dogs at seven eleven?
that is some of it what do you guys think? Tell me if i should ask about the whole poem. Please be truthful but not hurtful<3<3<3<3 thanks
But no that is a sin.
But I wonder what could have been.
If I actually pulled the knife closer to my skin
Swallowed all those pills in just one gulp.
But no I know if i killed myself i will be hurting another.
Yeah this sounds weird (no one cares for me) but i do have a mother.
She loves me and apparently if i die it'll hurt her too much. Day-after-day. Month-after-month. Year-after-year.
That's one reason... I have fear.
I am afraid I will be a murderer, not for me but for someone I love.
And also If I commit suicide, Will I go up above?
That is one question. If I commit suicide will i ever see heaven?
Or will i go to hell like the taste of those hot dogs at seven eleven?
that is some of it what do you guys think? Tell me if i should ask about the whole poem. Please be truthful but not hurtful<3<3<3<3 thanks