I wrote this poem for my twin who passed away.
Recently I've been feeling empty
but I try not to let it show,
That's why one day I act so happy
and the next... I just don't know
I'm sick of acting, lying and pretending;
it hurts so much to let go
I forgot who I am, deep inside
something has finally broke
The laughs and smiles are all a lie,
life's just one big joke
The one person who knows me completely
has just left me on my own
Where are you my friend, my twin, my soul?
Did you really have to go?
Don't you understand the pain you left?
You're killing me long and slow
Forever was meant to be with you
but forever is no more
These eyes were meant to see with you
but instead for you they mourn
I'll never know what love is
because my heart's no longer whole
Since the day you gave up and died,
the world has been so cold.
Recently I've been feeling empty
but I try not to let it show,
That's why one day I act so happy
and the next... I just don't know
I'm sick of acting, lying and pretending;
it hurts so much to let go
I forgot who I am, deep inside
something has finally broke
The laughs and smiles are all a lie,
life's just one big joke
The one person who knows me completely
has just left me on my own
Where are you my friend, my twin, my soul?
Did you really have to go?
Don't you understand the pain you left?
You're killing me long and slow
Forever was meant to be with you
but forever is no more
These eyes were meant to see with you
but instead for you they mourn
I'll never know what love is
because my heart's no longer whole
Since the day you gave up and died,
the world has been so cold.