...not literally but diagnosed? diagnosed with depression and think that there is a bigger issue because i am ugly.. no one really appreciates me and my voice is annoying sometimes just like anyone can be really but more so what am i supposed to do if i am so depressed that i can't get hired because its hard to smile or fake like i am happy.. i try but i get turned away and it hurts more then just not trying at all.. but i still want to make it.. i do not wanna die.. i want a better life.. just this reallly really sucks a lot.. please offer your advice?