what do you do is your life is like this and you want it to get better?

Sade

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Well, my life sucks. I feel horrible. My parents are annoying me. I have school work. I dont get an allowance. I am 12 and that is to young to work. Avon barely pays you anything. You get picked on every day in school. People treat you like shit. Your best friend is unappreciative. no body knows how it feels to be me. my parents dont work. mom has not worked in years, and dad lost his job right after my 6th grade summer began this year. now i am 12 and to young to work. mom sells Avon, and so do i, but she is getting tired of it, and i am to but until i get a job this is my only way to make money. aslo my parents can barely afford anything. we have 3 cars, all old, but not 70's old. but they are like 10 and 20 years old. mom complains because she drives the family van and a 20 year old maximum, not to menchion the fact that she just used up 1,150 dollars from her grand refund on 0ct. 8th. anywas, so she complains that she has to keep gass in both her car and the spair car. so dad drives his, and he barely drives anywhere. so, after all this mess at home, mom gets on my nerves. some times i just start cussing alot to my self in my room crying, and cussing to the hold master, getting mad, saying nothing good ever happenes, which it doesnt. not really. the holy master knows that i dont mean it. and also i am worried that if her have any feild trips before tax time i wont be able to go. al my 6 years of school I HAVE NEVER MISSED 1 FEILD TRIP, NOT 1!!! some time i get so mad i tell the holy master to kill me right now. life is getting to much for me. AND ON TOP OF THI SHITTY LIFE i have to go to school, juggling school work. one of the worst schools alive. everyone is geto, and not to be rasist but they have all these black, amd mexican people in there. barely any whites. and i am black and i love people of all races. so anywas, righ tnow i am going through drama started by this ***** named olivia taylor. she is trying to start with me. , and on top of all this- MY BEST FRIEND AMBER is always showing off. she just recently cut her hair sholder lenth, and she still braggs. tell me that when your hair is long and you wear it naturally curly the first day and you run around to the whole 7th grade showing off you r hair isint bragging. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, we cant even afford to buy our own food!!!!!!!!!!!!! we have to use a food stamps card to pay for our food. I FEEL LIKE A ******* SLUT WHO IS A HOBO WHO CANT AFFORD ****!!

Help me someone. I cant take this life anymore, and the holy master wont help me. It feels like a ghost is in my house haunting me when my parents are not home...And when i am upstairs. HELP ME.
 
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