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its about a girl suffering from bulimia and anorexia
She eats the healthiest meal possible
But the porcelain white monument pulls her in
She drops to the cold tile floor on to her knees
She sticks her dry finger down her burning throat
She can feel her heart beat through her chest
And she tells herself its for the best
She doesn’t want do this again
The food comes out
She can taste it but she can’t have it
She pulls herself back
And the tears streak down her chapped cheeks
She manages to get up on her shaking feet
She looks in the mirror and begins to cry
She wishes to curl up and die
She scrubs her teeth
So know suspects what she has done
She runs to her room
And jumps on the scale
Still 102
The voice in her head says not good enough, you’re a disgrace
She wants to get better and tell her mom
But she wants to be thin
And look like that half-naked stars on magazine covers
She’s falling apart
But no one knows
She hides it so well
With her face covered in makeup and her perfect plastered on smile
She plans what she’s gonna eat tomorrow
But in the back of her head she know where it’s gonna end up
She’s given up
As the porcelain monument calls her right back in
oh yeah i wrote it about my struggles so its about girls like me suffering from an eating disorder
She eats the healthiest meal possible
But the porcelain white monument pulls her in
She drops to the cold tile floor on to her knees
She sticks her dry finger down her burning throat
She can feel her heart beat through her chest
And she tells herself its for the best
She doesn’t want do this again
The food comes out
She can taste it but she can’t have it
She pulls herself back
And the tears streak down her chapped cheeks
She manages to get up on her shaking feet
She looks in the mirror and begins to cry
She wishes to curl up and die
She scrubs her teeth
So know suspects what she has done
She runs to her room
And jumps on the scale
Still 102
The voice in her head says not good enough, you’re a disgrace
She wants to get better and tell her mom
But she wants to be thin
And look like that half-naked stars on magazine covers
She’s falling apart
But no one knows
She hides it so well
With her face covered in makeup and her perfect plastered on smile
She plans what she’s gonna eat tomorrow
But in the back of her head she know where it’s gonna end up
She’s given up
As the porcelain monument calls her right back in
oh yeah i wrote it about my struggles so its about girls like me suffering from an eating disorder