Shinigami (FAC)
New member
It's like a struggle; a real war inside me: like someone's put their hands on my shoulders and turned me around...I love the idea of suffering for the sake of the redemption of those who share this world with me; to share in redemption and experience the sweet torture of sacrifice and pain...to seek the visions I once ran from because they inflated my sense of self-importance to exploding levels!
I want to see the desert again where the real battles rage. I'm getting that feeling again of being bullet-proof. I want to feel the sword of hatred and sorrow pierce my heart again because that sword is a part of me I've locked away for years....season upon season of denial and forsaking it because it was a source of contention and hatred!
I want that sword back again, but I don't want to go to the place that will bring it to me.
AUGH!!!
seriously! Do you SEE any musicians around here?!!!!
I want to see the desert again where the real battles rage. I'm getting that feeling again of being bullet-proof. I want to feel the sword of hatred and sorrow pierce my heart again because that sword is a part of me I've locked away for years....season upon season of denial and forsaking it because it was a source of contention and hatred!
I want that sword back again, but I don't want to go to the place that will bring it to me.
AUGH!!!
seriously! Do you SEE any musicians around here?!!!!