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irisherin1981
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I'm been with my current boyfriend for 3 months and I love him very much, he is a great guy and the best in bed ever. He is all I think about. Now my ex is a loser who I was with for 5 years and have a daughter with, he treated me like crap and cheated on me every chance he got. I did love him but came to my senses when I met my current boyfriend.
We were getting hot and heavy last night and I called him by my ex's name, which totally killed the mood. I feel so bad! I wasn't even thinking and didn't know I said it til my boyfriend was pissed out. My ex wasn't even on my mind AT ALL, all I was thinking about my boyfriend and how bad I wanted him.
I just think I did it because for 5 years thats what I said to my ex and I'm wired just to react and say that. I understand why my boyfriend is mad and hurt, I would be too!
Why did I call out my ex's name?? I wasn't even thinking about him! How do I stop? Also how can I make it up to my boyfriend??
For the record we aren't breaking up over this, we are 28/30 years old. I've told him how sorry I am and explained my side. He loves me, but is hurt right now. I do say my current boyfriends name in bed all the time- but I slipped up this time. I want NOTHING to do with my ex- at all!! I get along with my ex because of our kid.
But after all of this happened 3 hours later my b/f I had sex. He just told me not to it again because he doesn't know how much more of it he can take.
We were getting hot and heavy last night and I called him by my ex's name, which totally killed the mood. I feel so bad! I wasn't even thinking and didn't know I said it til my boyfriend was pissed out. My ex wasn't even on my mind AT ALL, all I was thinking about my boyfriend and how bad I wanted him.
I just think I did it because for 5 years thats what I said to my ex and I'm wired just to react and say that. I understand why my boyfriend is mad and hurt, I would be too!
Why did I call out my ex's name?? I wasn't even thinking about him! How do I stop? Also how can I make it up to my boyfriend??
For the record we aren't breaking up over this, we are 28/30 years old. I've told him how sorry I am and explained my side. He loves me, but is hurt right now. I do say my current boyfriends name in bed all the time- but I slipped up this time. I want NOTHING to do with my ex- at all!! I get along with my ex because of our kid.
But after all of this happened 3 hours later my b/f I had sex. He just told me not to it again because he doesn't know how much more of it he can take.