What do i do for the sport i love?

Jam

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okay, im a fresher in college. I train my ass off for 7 months, eat properly, barely go out on the town. And never got to play in my teams final. Every training session i put in 100%, until i nearly get sick. I get played in most games and was picked for the teams championship panel (which was hard to get on to in the first place). The final was a few days ago and they named out the team..i wasent on it. I can't understand why? I scored a goal in the semi final and i know i am a great assistor and a team player. My fitness..everything was up to scratch. They called me in afterwards to a meeting room (with another fresher) and tell me that they went for a more "experienced" team. I cried all night, its a if my effort wasen't even noticed. Then i thought it would be okay because they might bring me on as a sub..but nope. I asked my coach why i wasesn't put on after the game and she called me aside sayin that i have good technique but im not aggressive enough running through the ball and something about strength (i go the the gym and do weights!) I give them everything i can give and its not enough? She said theres definately a place on the team for me next year. I feel dejected and my love for the sport i play is diminishing. The players they put on have been injured only weeks previous and yet they got played? I dunno...how does someone keep their head up and keep playin? I sacrificed alot to train and give my dedication but i just feel like iv been lied to. I dont know what went through their minds when they were pickin the team? oh we lost the final.
Can a coach or someone break this down for me? I gave my all!??? i dont understand?
 
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