What aspects make someone stubborn, and fearful of emotions/commitment?

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I am curious, what according to the chart I have listed, makes me paradoxical? Makes me uber-sensitive but internally, and never wish or exhibit how I really feel to others? What in my chart makes me enjoy my lonesome? What in my chart makes me have a fascination and adoration for material things? What in my chart makes me despise emotions, including my own? What makes me stubborn and unable to change my views unless being provided with outstanding evidence that counters my own?

Sun - Aquarius
Moon - Pisces
Mercury - Aquarius
Venus - Aquarius
Mars - Aquarius
Jupiter - Libra
Saturn - Aquarius
Uranus - Aquarius
Neptune - Capricron
Pluto - Scorpio
Lilith - Pisces

House placements
Rising sign - Aries
II - Gemini
III - Gemini
IV - Cancer
V - Leo
VI - Virgo
VII - Libra
VIII - Sagittarious
IX- Sagittarius
Midheaven - Capricorn
XI - Aquarius
XII - Pisces
What also makes me.. truly, deeply care for others, I never admit this to people, I always put up this front that I do not care for people, when truly, I do, and I have a big heart, and I want to share myself with someone, but for some reason I always find a way to reason out of it. What determines this in my chart?
 
i am a self sacrificing individual NOW so i see where ur coming from. i used to hate the world, but a guy made me realize i just wanted to be taken by the world, and so i started to be. i give myself to ppl, some run away, but it does not sway my confidence because i dont need anyone! he world is here no matter what happens! i love the world because i love myself. we are therefore one in worth.
when you share yourself, the world shares itself with you.
dont get too lost in he big sharing fiasco, gotta have basic boundaries.
 
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