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Elena R
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...there. Help me set mind straight Well sometimes I think that I might be bi-polar. I can be really happy one minute and then all of a sudden I'm crying or really angry. I'm a jealous person. I can't help it. It's not like I'm jealous so I'll do something to hurt other, it's more of a secret deadly sin that is only noticed by me in my head. I don't like people who try to make themselves miserable so that they can get attention from others. It makes no sense. I'm a cutter. I have been since 8th grade and now I'm in my second year of high school. I'm not happy with who I am and I sometimes wonder about myself. Why do I have strange feelings that I can't control? Is it normal that I'm in love with my school's chef? Even though he's about 34 years old, married, and has a daughter. Of course he doesn't know about it.