WELL, TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT: I BEEN WITH THIS GIRL FOR 3 YRS NOW. WE MET IN MED SCHOOL. SHE BEEN LYING TO ME ABOUT BEING FAITHFUL. I GIVE HER ALL SHE WANTS AND ALL HER KIDS NEEDS. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE W HER. HOWEVER, IN SEPT SHE MOVED AWAY. WITH NO INCOME BUT YET SHE MANAGED TO PAY RENT OUT OF STATE. I KEPT IN CONTACT AND ALWAYS SENDING HER MONEY FOR HER NEEDS. I BECAME SUSPICIOUS OF HER FAITHFULNESS. WE BEEN ARGUING EVER SINCE.. NOW, THERE WAS ALOT OF THINGS THAT LED ME TO BELIEVE THERE WAS ANOTHER MAN. BUT I GUESS I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT. SO I BLOCKED IT OFF AS ME BEING PARANOID.
TODAY, I CALLED HER, AND HER MAN ANSWER THE PHONE. WE HAD A LONG CONVERSATION ABOUT HOW WELL SHE BEING PLAYING US BOTH.
EVEN WITH ALL THIS INFO, I AM SO HURT TO HAD FOUND OUT THAT SHE WAS CHEATING ON ME. THERE IS NO MORE BLOCKING THE HURT OR PROCRASTINATING THE PAIN.
I STILL LOVE HER AND I FEEL BAD THAT I RUIN HER RELATIONSHIP EVEN IF SHE WAS PLAYING ME. SHE DOESNT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY BUT WHO AM I TO MAKE THAT DECISION
I BASED ALL THESE YRS IN TAKING CARE OF HER. I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ELSE. I FEEL SOOO SAD BUT I AM NOT CRYING, SOBBING OR NOTHING. I FEEL COLD. I WONDER IF I NOT PROCESSING THIS CORRECTLY. I GUESS ONCE THE SHOCK WARES OFF ILL FEEL MORE.
I WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN AND I DONT KNOW IF THAT IS MY FIRST MISTAKE. WHY DO I LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY, I GUESS UNCONDITIONALLY IS FOR STUPIDS RIGHT.
I NEED ADVISE TO HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY AND HOW TO REALLY MOVE ON DISPITE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER/..
IF ANY BODY WANT TO TALK TO ME PLZ EMAIL ME I NEED FRIENDS TO TALK TO ASAP [email protected]
TODAY, I CALLED HER, AND HER MAN ANSWER THE PHONE. WE HAD A LONG CONVERSATION ABOUT HOW WELL SHE BEING PLAYING US BOTH.
EVEN WITH ALL THIS INFO, I AM SO HURT TO HAD FOUND OUT THAT SHE WAS CHEATING ON ME. THERE IS NO MORE BLOCKING THE HURT OR PROCRASTINATING THE PAIN.
I STILL LOVE HER AND I FEEL BAD THAT I RUIN HER RELATIONSHIP EVEN IF SHE WAS PLAYING ME. SHE DOESNT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY BUT WHO AM I TO MAKE THAT DECISION
I BASED ALL THESE YRS IN TAKING CARE OF HER. I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ELSE. I FEEL SOOO SAD BUT I AM NOT CRYING, SOBBING OR NOTHING. I FEEL COLD. I WONDER IF I NOT PROCESSING THIS CORRECTLY. I GUESS ONCE THE SHOCK WARES OFF ILL FEEL MORE.
I WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN AND I DONT KNOW IF THAT IS MY FIRST MISTAKE. WHY DO I LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY, I GUESS UNCONDITIONALLY IS FOR STUPIDS RIGHT.
I NEED ADVISE TO HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY AND HOW TO REALLY MOVE ON DISPITE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER/..
IF ANY BODY WANT TO TALK TO ME PLZ EMAIL ME I NEED FRIENDS TO TALK TO ASAP [email protected]