Faswa Gfff
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in the last fight between my boyfriend and i,
he told me for the first time that he has never felt love towards except
when we were together for the first 3 months.
he also said he wanted a break so that we start from zero as we used to be
in the beginning.
i have given him so many breaks before by force, but we've never changed.
anyway, he broke my heart with his words, especially that day by day i'm falling
madly in love with him although the big fights that occurs between us. and i feel that he's falling out of love in return.
at last i told him: do u want us to break up forever,
he said yes.
i told him would u be happy?
he said yes.
and he sent me a text message ((while)) i'm talking to him saing
that he's sorry and he's only doing this to make us come back together.
i felt that he wanted the break deep down,
so i told him: don't ever talk to me again
he said ok.
i told him i'm going to delete your number
and destroy my SIM card,(if i did this there's noway on earth he could find me again)
he said: ok, i got to go now.bye.
anyway. i didn't do this becasue i'm too weak. and i know that if we continued in this relationship
he will surely use my weakness.
i still talk to him (roughly) because i can't leave him. as he's not willing to change his new strange attitude.
what's going on?
he told me for the first time that he has never felt love towards except
when we were together for the first 3 months.
he also said he wanted a break so that we start from zero as we used to be
in the beginning.
i have given him so many breaks before by force, but we've never changed.
anyway, he broke my heart with his words, especially that day by day i'm falling
madly in love with him although the big fights that occurs between us. and i feel that he's falling out of love in return.
at last i told him: do u want us to break up forever,
he said yes.
i told him would u be happy?
he said yes.
and he sent me a text message ((while)) i'm talking to him saing
that he's sorry and he's only doing this to make us come back together.
i felt that he wanted the break deep down,
so i told him: don't ever talk to me again
he said ok.
i told him i'm going to delete your number
and destroy my SIM card,(if i did this there's noway on earth he could find me again)
he said: ok, i got to go now.bye.
anyway. i didn't do this becasue i'm too weak. and i know that if we continued in this relationship
he will surely use my weakness.
i still talk to him (roughly) because i can't leave him. as he's not willing to change his new strange attitude.
what's going on?