I don't know what my deal is, but sometimes when I'm laying down at night I catch myself imagining a guy's like on top of me and feeling him put his penis inside of me and his hands on my hips and gently touching my boobs and stuff.
The thing is I'm a virgin, so it's not like I even know what having sex feels like. I just pretend to know in my mind?
I'm trying to wait until I'm in a loving relationship to have sex, but I'm 19 and I have still never loved any guy enough to have sex. I'm getting tired of waiting and I just want to do it.
The thing is I'm a virgin, so it's not like I even know what having sex feels like. I just pretend to know in my mind?
I'm trying to wait until I'm in a loving relationship to have sex, but I'm 19 and I have still never loved any guy enough to have sex. I'm getting tired of waiting and I just want to do it.