When I haven't had intimacy with my girlfriend in a few weeks (maybe once in a couple months), I'll sometimes stumble across something on the internet that contains attractive women, such as swimsuit modeling or something like that on youtube. I never directly search for these things, they somehow catch my attention in the list of similar videos, even when I'm watching something completely unrelated.
I tend to know that if I click a link with a swimsuit model in the thumbnail, there is probably going to be something there that will make me feel bad for watching, but I do it anyway, out of "curiosity."
I think I do it out of boredom, and feeling the urge to have sex with her.
I don't feel like it's worth it to tell my girlfriend about this because I don't want to hurt her self-esteem and I know she would cry. Besides, I'm not watching porn, and I rarely do this. But I want your opinion, because I know it's a problem.
What is your opinion of someone doing this? Do you know someone who has done this? Have you been in a relationship where someone did this? How did you feel? Am I just freaking out over nothing?
Let me know what you believe.
I tend to know that if I click a link with a swimsuit model in the thumbnail, there is probably going to be something there that will make me feel bad for watching, but I do it anyway, out of "curiosity."
I think I do it out of boredom, and feeling the urge to have sex with her.
I don't feel like it's worth it to tell my girlfriend about this because I don't want to hurt her self-esteem and I know she would cry. Besides, I'm not watching porn, and I rarely do this. But I want your opinion, because I know it's a problem.
What is your opinion of someone doing this? Do you know someone who has done this? Have you been in a relationship where someone did this? How did you feel? Am I just freaking out over nothing?
Let me know what you believe.