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Hey everybody,
I started to go through withdrawals and then my excuse was I was in too much pain (I'll explain that in a minute) so I went back out and used. Currently, I'm starting withdrawals again and am waiting to take the subutex. I was told to wait until I had all of the withdrawal symptoms, and I don't have the stomach problems yet. Just yawning, watery eyes, hot/cold sweats. I have several places on my body that I missed or popped veins or something and there are huge welt-like places on both hanRAB, one of my feet, and my arms. I'm seriously limping around and the welts are hot and so painful to the touch that it brings tears to my eyes. This is what sent me back out last time but I am determined to make it and take the subutex. I want to wait until the morning, so I'm sure I will have a sleepless night. I have to go to work tomorrow too, that will be very difficult.
I really hope the subutex works so I don't feel horrible at work. I've been so scared of this process for so long, but really it's just a couple days of feeling bad and then supposedly I will feel fine. I'm going to be so happy to be off heroin, my body is so messed up, I am in so much debt, not to mention I don't get high.
I started to go through withdrawals and then my excuse was I was in too much pain (I'll explain that in a minute) so I went back out and used. Currently, I'm starting withdrawals again and am waiting to take the subutex. I was told to wait until I had all of the withdrawal symptoms, and I don't have the stomach problems yet. Just yawning, watery eyes, hot/cold sweats. I have several places on my body that I missed or popped veins or something and there are huge welt-like places on both hanRAB, one of my feet, and my arms. I'm seriously limping around and the welts are hot and so painful to the touch that it brings tears to my eyes. This is what sent me back out last time but I am determined to make it and take the subutex. I want to wait until the morning, so I'm sure I will have a sleepless night. I have to go to work tomorrow too, that will be very difficult.
I really hope the subutex works so I don't feel horrible at work. I've been so scared of this process for so long, but really it's just a couple days of feeling bad and then supposedly I will feel fine. I'm going to be so happy to be off heroin, my body is so messed up, I am in so much debt, not to mention I don't get high.