unprotected sex, plan B pill, my wants. Husbands Thoughts.?

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Last night we got carried away im not using anny controceptive. Im 24 turning 25 in jan. I really dont want to take the plan b pill im ready i have been ready for over 3 years now. my husband on the other hand is saying he would rather me take the plan b pill because it isnt the right time now.and he had plans. I dont know what to do, i have been wanting a baby for along time now almost so bad that it hurts to breath. i want to respect his wishes but its really going to hurt me. I think its because i had an abortion when i was 18. and i really never got over it. it was his child too . I really hate that i had to have one when i was 18 but i was forced by the fear of my mother to do it. I dont want to be selfish but i dont know what to do.Im pretty sure that i will end up pregos though just because i know that i was and still am ovulating right now.im very depressed right now because i feel like im going to make the wrong choice. but i dont know what to chose.