I adore my husband. Absolutely adore him and I love him to pieces. But when I was recently around his brother, I found myself trying to hide my smile from him and kind of acting like how i do when i have a crush on someone. And lately I found myself thinking; what if it had been his brother who I had been with instead of my husband?
See...i've always been kind of attracted more to the bad boys. My husband isn't much of a daredevil. He takes risks sometimes but not often. And he never wants to go anywhere or do anything with me. He just stays home and plays on his computer games. He doesn't even touch alcohol either. He won't go near it. And he won't go near parties or anything. I love that he's a good guy. But sometimes i found myself wishing he would be more like his brother. His brother is younger than him but he smokes every once in awhile, he drinks, he drives and has his own car, he's in the navy...and he looks just like my husband. He's like...the bad boy version of my husband.
Is there something wrong with me or does it mean that i still have a crush on my husband and I'm jsut wanting him to be someone else? like...i love my husband but i'm so confused. My friend told me i have a crush on my husband but i have a crush on his brother's personality. Do you agree? Or is there something totally wrong with me?
See...i've always been kind of attracted more to the bad boys. My husband isn't much of a daredevil. He takes risks sometimes but not often. And he never wants to go anywhere or do anything with me. He just stays home and plays on his computer games. He doesn't even touch alcohol either. He won't go near it. And he won't go near parties or anything. I love that he's a good guy. But sometimes i found myself wishing he would be more like his brother. His brother is younger than him but he smokes every once in awhile, he drinks, he drives and has his own car, he's in the navy...and he looks just like my husband. He's like...the bad boy version of my husband.
Is there something wrong with me or does it mean that i still have a crush on my husband and I'm jsut wanting him to be someone else? like...i love my husband but i'm so confused. My friend told me i have a crush on my husband but i have a crush on his brother's personality. Do you agree? Or is there something totally wrong with me?