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yankee3
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I completely agree Denon and Kenwood.....actually, I wasnt going to tell my wife. I was really worried and ashamed and I didnt want to worry her and cause more stress in our lives.....but I told her and thank God I did. There is a reason why I married her, she is my partner, biggest fan and greatest supporter...Thank God for her. Only thing is, she doesn't understand addiction or how someone could get that way. Dont get me wrong she is sympathetic, but never really took any drugs, so her experiences are limited. Its a learning process for her, and whenever we talk about it and I explian my addiction and experiences it helps give her some insight and actually it helps me too. Just to talk....
As far as my DR is concerned, its kind of a weird set up....I haven't even been to his office. I did the induction at home! (had a few subs a friend gave me and called him every 25 mins till we found the right dose) and than he came to my house the next day. Second meeting (last time-2 weeks ago) he came to my house too, to drop off script. I dont really talk to him, so I am a bit concerned about that.....no
UA's, and we didnt discuss them at all...not sure if I should tell him I relapsed, what do you think?
I have to be honest though, I have been fiending some hydro (especially Sunday and a bit yesterday)....its not an all day thing, they come in waves over the course of the day, there are some triggers that just make me crawl through my skin...we actually left the house on Sunday and stayed at a family merabers house the last couple of days while they went away, because I thought it might help..
Are you still feeling that way Kenwood?
Do you think I should increase my dosage? I am on 12mg/day...
Anyway, sorry about the long post, but it def. does help to know that I can post and communicate with others that are in the same position as me......and I am here for you guys too.
As far as my DR is concerned, its kind of a weird set up....I haven't even been to his office. I did the induction at home! (had a few subs a friend gave me and called him every 25 mins till we found the right dose) and than he came to my house the next day. Second meeting (last time-2 weeks ago) he came to my house too, to drop off script. I dont really talk to him, so I am a bit concerned about that.....no
UA's, and we didnt discuss them at all...not sure if I should tell him I relapsed, what do you think?
I have to be honest though, I have been fiending some hydro (especially Sunday and a bit yesterday)....its not an all day thing, they come in waves over the course of the day, there are some triggers that just make me crawl through my skin...we actually left the house on Sunday and stayed at a family merabers house the last couple of days while they went away, because I thought it might help..
Are you still feeling that way Kenwood?
Do you think I should increase my dosage? I am on 12mg/day...
Anyway, sorry about the long post, but it def. does help to know that I can post and communicate with others that are in the same position as me......and I am here for you guys too.