...in the past 15 years or so i never had a "girlfriend". i would really love to be with a "normal" girl, i say normal cause during all this time the only women i have been with are prostitutes. the reason for this is cause where i come from it is very difficult to get a girl cause they all want to marry and the social and legal aspect of it doesn't allow such things. plus i used to work in the desert, so no women there but the money was good, especially if you're single and with little family contact and living alone...then i used to go in and out of jail for a few years ( no women there, but i got used to doing effeminate guys...) so when i came out i was pretty run down, couldn't get a job etc. and so it was hard for me to approach women....so generally speaking, when i came back from the desert with two or three salaries in my pocket, i'd go look for hookers to please myself and feel a woman( it is like renting a girlfriend for the night)....then when i came out of jail ( i managed to secure some money before going in ) i left to thailand for 2 years..and it is truely an adults playground, you can have ANY girl/woman you see on the street, shops, bars, discos etc. for about $ 30 all night ( and i would get drunk almost everynight, roam the bars and strip joints and come back with a different girl for 2 years )...so now i came back to my town ( actually on my way back i got in fight on the plane and was jailed for 2 months plus 4 months waiting my sentence, will be issued TODAY) so i would like to get a gf but i feel i'm kinda rough around the edges for the reasons mentioned above.
i would like some input from men and especially women after reading this intro.
thank you all in advance.
i would like some input from men and especially women after reading this intro.
thank you all in advance.