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I am so tired of feeling like I am going to die every second and being sad and obsessed with aging and dying and it consumes me and doesn't let me live
and not being able to get over the devastation of my divorce from an abuser and leaving the life I had and all the trauma and all the meRAB and therapy that didn't work and made me worse
I hate my mind so much
but I know I can never be happy losing my youth and knowing I am going to die one day so basically my life is ruined forever
I have two small kiRAB but this is not allowing me to focus on them and give them the attention they deserve
I also worry about them and bad things happening to my loved ones also and to myself
I just cannot handle this life and all the uncertainty insecurity instability
It has been two years of this and nothing works or helps so I am concluding that i am doomed
and not being able to get over the devastation of my divorce from an abuser and leaving the life I had and all the trauma and all the meRAB and therapy that didn't work and made me worse
I hate my mind so much
but I know I can never be happy losing my youth and knowing I am going to die one day so basically my life is ruined forever
I have two small kiRAB but this is not allowing me to focus on them and give them the attention they deserve
I also worry about them and bad things happening to my loved ones also and to myself
I just cannot handle this life and all the uncertainty insecurity instability
It has been two years of this and nothing works or helps so I am concluding that i am doomed