I like this very much. It meanders, as thoughts do in the middle of the night, but comes up with great insight. Do you keep a writer's journal; if so, this could be one of the items you found by just writing. gg
I LOVE this couplet:
you could say i was blind, to me i just couldn't see
what was around me
I need to practice what I preach and get a journal; maybe I'd come up with such an astonishing piece of work. I only have one poem posted, but I hope you will provide your insight.