Marina Mckinnon
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and psychotic? i feel that im an attractive girl and i have a huge heart. when i care about someone i will do anything for them. recently i started dating a guy whos 33 i am 23. we have great chemistry and get along great 99% of the time we are laughing and joking and theres never a dull moment. we have had no problems since our first date two months ago. recently we got into a petty disagreement and i sent him a text asking him if he wanted to do his own thing and told him i was afraid to get hurt and he ignored me so i sent another text which included a curse word and it wasnt nice. i apologized the next day and felt so awful and sick to my stomach that i was nauseous and couldnt even go to class because the guilt of hurting his feelings kills me. the truth is i was angry because he told me countless stories of how his ex walked all over him and how he would spoil her rotten and even took her back after she cheated on him and he was always chasing her..yet he blew me off over a petty argument and acted as if i was dead to him
after directly asking him if hed ever speak to me again he coldly texted me and said "I am not angry with you but I have lost all interest, take care................" then i said please dont be so cold im so sorry and he said "there is no going back with me......."
on saturday we were on a date and he was calling me honey and we were laughing and all smiles and by monday he had lost ALL interest in me after 2 months of getting along great.
i put together a care package for him which included (sweet tarts, sour patch kids, sprees, some burts bees stuff, a candle and a gift certificate to a fancy brick oven pizzaria downtown) i also included a heartfelt hand written letter telling him how much i appreciated him and how happy he makes me i told him that i understand that hes been hurt in the past and that i want to be there for him and make him happy and i meant it from the bottom of my heart.
how do you think he will react?
* l was sexually abused from the age of 10-18 and raped once by my step-father it is very hard for me to open up to people and be sexual. i trusted him and he said he wanted to "make love" to me and show me what a healthy relationship feels like so i let down my guard. that is why im so upset
after directly asking him if hed ever speak to me again he coldly texted me and said "I am not angry with you but I have lost all interest, take care................" then i said please dont be so cold im so sorry and he said "there is no going back with me......."
on saturday we were on a date and he was calling me honey and we were laughing and all smiles and by monday he had lost ALL interest in me after 2 months of getting along great.
i put together a care package for him which included (sweet tarts, sour patch kids, sprees, some burts bees stuff, a candle and a gift certificate to a fancy brick oven pizzaria downtown) i also included a heartfelt hand written letter telling him how much i appreciated him and how happy he makes me i told him that i understand that hes been hurt in the past and that i want to be there for him and make him happy and i meant it from the bottom of my heart.
how do you think he will react?
* l was sexually abused from the age of 10-18 and raped once by my step-father it is very hard for me to open up to people and be sexual. i trusted him and he said he wanted to "make love" to me and show me what a healthy relationship feels like so i let down my guard. that is why im so upset