I am one of the few success stories, so I thought I'd share a little hope. I was also young when my pain began-23, the world on a string and in the blink of an eye everything changed. My symptoms were atypical for Thoracic-severe groin pain, fevers, and bladder urgency and later, nurabness in my right thigh/vaginal area. I chased down theories, Dr.s and hospitals for 6 years, to no avail. So many medicines, tests and needless surgeries did nothing to improve me physically and took a serious toll on my sanity. Some Dr.s decided to hone in on the latter, concentrating on hypochondria, malingering, drug addiction and perhaps a history of sexual abuse. I admitted to being depressed, as anyone who has been through what I (we) have would be, and desperately tried to make them understand this was not a chicken/egg scenario. i.e.-The physical pain which had stolen so much (job,frienRAB, love) led to my feeling powerless and despair (depression) and not the reverse. A serious mistake made by a well known clinic (which transposed id #s and added someone else's suicide attempt and psychiatric stay to MY recorRAB) seriously compounded this problem. It led me to understand how extremely important it is for us, the patients, to have ownership and control over our medical recorRAB.(it also makes the notion of our Presidents much touted e-recorRAB an invasive and terrifying proposition..but I digress)
I was eventually referred to a urologist in NYC, who took interest in the case and pulled in a neurologist also in NYC. This neurologist immediately promised me he would find the cause and do his best to resolve the issue. He discounted the notion of (I'm certain many of you have heard this one) a pain pathway, noting that arguement rested on pain remaining once an injury had resolved (no significant injury resolved or otherwise had been located). He glanced at the mountain of recorRAB I'd brought and indicated he'd prefer to hear from me. He listened. He then went to work, quickly. He wanted tests done and a few other specialists to evaluate me. He proceeded to make the arrangements for me as we sat in his office, demanding (politely) I be seen immediately. I was so relieved, I began sobbing uncontrollably. It took about 8 months for him to zero in on the cause and begin setting up treatment. In 6 years it had occurred to no one else that my symptoms could be caused by the thoracic spine, specifically a herniated disc which has ossified. As the osteophyte grows, it exerts pressure on the entire nerve chain, resulting in symptoms which should originate at another level. It is rare, but so is thoracic herniation. The confirmation of the theory came in the form of a discogram-which is intended to provoke pain (the only way to confirm pain comes from that level is to replicate it) I felt vindication (in the form of excruciating agony)
On St. Patrick's Day of 2007, I had a transthoracic discectomy and fusion at T8-T9 and was informed on that day how lucky I was. Had the herniation gone back (as T are want to do) I'd have been paralyzed those 7 years b4. I was also informed that had the osteophyte grown larger, the nurabness in my right thigh would have led to an inability to use that leg and l'd have likely lost control of bladder and bowels. The pain I'd had for so long resolved within months and the feeling returned to my thigh/groin. There was a time I thought I'd never know what it felt like to wake up and feel like everyone else. (At times I even felt maybe others also felt pain but that they were strong and I was weak and inferior) That bleak outlook is gone. My life is not yet what I hope it to be, but I do not forsee a life of pain and dependency. There are days when I wake and feel I could take on the world, and it's beyond description. I am, however, not without some problems. 7 years of being doubled over, coupled with a surgical incision which cut through several layers of muscle have made even normal activity and good posture difficult. I am wrought with muscle spasms in my neck and shoulders which contribute to migraine headaches and nausea. It is complicated, untwisting hypertonic muscles and strengthening others. It is slow, but steady and infinitely preferable to life before. Every day is a little closer, a little better and I've no doubt I will eventually become the energetic, fit and vivacious woman I was always meant to be.
Never give up. If you don't like one Dr.s opinion, seek another's. Take advantage of pain management, you have a right to take pain medicine, but be mindful that it does not take you.