ok so my parents found out i drank and smoke my brothers do the same thing but when they found out its like they were disappointed in me more then they were in my brothers so i kno im the youngest and the baby girl well the only girl of the family but heres where the twiated part comes in instead of feeling ashamed cause i kno i let my parents down i feel happy cause for the first time i dont feel my parents pushing me into crap i dont want so shouldnt i feel like crap cause my parents are disappointed in me and cause i kno all this is bad for me but i never planned on keeping it going only when the stress level got to high